*hums a tune to himself*
You know what, Ive been in a bit of a slump for the past few months, of the artistic, the emotional, and the physical. But I suppose a number of things have helped me finally just say: "Fuck it, I'm gonna stop all that." Ive felt physically drained for as long as I remembered, and I'm gonna do my damned best to cut that out, Ive been getting chubbier as the time goes by but I'm gonna try and be more physical and get my body a bit more in shape. My stomach has been giving me problems for the past few weeks, and so I'm gonna try to eat a bit healthier, and NOT eat fast food nearly as much. I supposed Ive felt a bit inferior to other people, and felt sort of "old", but I think that's just a mentality, I'm only 22 for crying out loud, that's not old at all! It's all in my head. And the lack of art is a simple bout of laziness, I simply haven't finished any of the stuff I've started.
So you know what. I'm gonna try and do better, I'm gonna really get my things in order, and I think I'm actually gonna try to get back to school and get the hell out of my house.
To my friends and family who have tried to help me even though Ive seemed like a grump and a bit of an asshole I thank you.